This Is the Hardest Post I’ve Ever Written
This is the hardest post I’ve ever made. There are so many things I’d like to say, yet at this moment, I can’t find the words to put them all together. Today, I face the unbearable reality of saying goodbye to the woman who gave me life, who raised me, and who poured endless love into every single moment we shared. My heart is shattered, my soul feels heavy, and nothing in the world could have prepared me for this pain.
Momma, you were my anchor. You were the voice that encouraged me when I doubted myself, the arms that held me when I felt weak, and the heart that never stopped loving me even when life was hard. The thought of a world without you in it is something I cannot yet fully grasp, and I don’t know how to move forward.
A Love That Will Never Fade
If love could have kept you here, Momma, you would have lived forever. Your love was pure, unconditional, and unshakable. I am who I am today because of the sacrifices you made and the values you instilled in me. You taught me strength, resilience, kindness, and compassion—not just through your words, but through the way you lived your life.
There are memories that will forever play in my heart—our laughter, our conversations, the quiet moments where you reminded me everything would be okay. Those pieces of you will never fade; they will live within me, carrying me through the days when the grief feels overwhelming.
Though I may not hear your voice or see your smile again in this lifetime, I know your spirit surrounds me. Every sunset, every gentle breeze, every little reminder of your presence will remind me that you are still with me in a different, eternal way.
I Love You So Much, Momma
There are so many words I still want to say to you, so many hugs I wish I could give, so many moments I thought we still had. I love you so much, Momma. That love will never end—it will only grow stronger, even in your absence. You will forever be my heart, my safe place, and my guiding light.
This goodbye is not forever. One day, we will be together again, and until then, I promise to honor you with the life I live. I will carry your name, your love, and your legacy with me. Thank you for being my mother, my best friend, and my everything. Rest peacefully, Momma—you are loved beyond words.
